In just seven days, I start my chemotherapy rounds! Six of them!
I’m extremely nervous to be honest. I’ve heard so many bad things about it and I know I will be entirely out of it and in a lot of pain… I don’t know what to do about my job at the restaurant but I will try to hold on to it as long as I can.
Chemo! I can’t believe it. First surgery, then chemotherapy.
I…. really wish you were around. It’s been extremely difficult lately. But that’s okay. I understand the situation and for all I know you’ve already forgotten about me.. or at least just moved forward to the point of not worrying or caring about it as intensely as I do.
I never thought I’d be here in a thousand years. But it’s just seven days until my life upends itself… again.
I pray that Yahuah gives me the strength to get through my chemotherapy. I hate that I have it during this entire corona virus conspiracy. I already have a weak immune system and chemotherapy will wipe out the rest of it. But I have to get it done… so hopefully I don’t get sick or it doesn’t come down here.
I wish you were here.